I hope all of your guys are all doing well and enjoying the fall so far! Fall is my favorite season. Hopefully I can start taking more photographs of the leaves when they turn if I can get up the energy to leave the house…
I have been riddled with insomnia for the past week as usual hence my blog has not been updated much. It has been very hard to survive on next to no sleep at all. It will get better though as I have faith things will change as long as I keep positive. Insomnia has plagued me all my life. I also catch myself falling into a deep depression which is never good.
The best thing I have been doing is avoiding anything and anyone negative so far.
I need to make more positive changes and that includes conquering my fears. My biggest fear right now is fear of driving. You know I was in a very bad accident where my car was totalled a few years ago. It took a lot to get driving again. My fear is back again worse as a few weeks ago someone was driving right towards me on the wrong side of the road on 10am on a weekday. I almost got killed before I quickly pulled over going up on the grass. It shook me to the core and ever since then I get panic attacks behind the wheel and I have not driven beyond my parking lot. That coupled with the fact that I am lucky if I sleep 2 hours a night does not make for a safe drive.
Well hopefully things will get better….
I just have to have hope…..
Have a great day everyone!!!